What makes me a great nanny is what opens me up, or makes me prone to, drawing mommy issues. However, I am thinking and beginning to believe, especially when it IS diagnose – by a licensed mental health professional – developmental trauma, is it A part of healing?

Yesterday (Valentine’s Day 2022) A and E aired an episode regarding Playboy bumnies. A woman talking about her time on the “clean-up crew” said ‘I wanted to take them home, mother them, get them therapy and teach them you deserve better.’

That was my missing part

See, Readee, I had talked to, no, talked with myself and decided the mom parts were okay. When time began to return to in- patient hospitalization and I placed a boundary, problems began. In addition was MM ( the marijuana meltdown) she was not in good shape.

Combine the above with the following, when you are ready,

The car is being towed to a repair shop. This is based on all valid factors, even if thoroughly exaggerated.

Can I do it?

When? Where? How?

Maybe a team of house mothers . From hospital to home with a small family or group.

Move onto housing & reciprocating throughout the land (garden, greenhouse and campground. Not the bait shop.)

She noted to me “You are only empathic qnd compassionate when I am crying or passed out.”

I see where she gets that; I know it is not true. It is when I am actively engaging as mom.

I sit with her, I hold her hand. I rub her head. I speak softly when I say “a truth”.

Is it part of the surrogate parents I have had along the way?

Is this common?

Much to expand on Reader!

I am working slowly, yet every day I am closer to meeting my goal of being a blogger and freelance writer.

Be well!

R-