Diary, Entry – Page 2 – Rusty & Wolf 2019

My Pyrotechnician Internship

First, a pyrotechnician is a person who is able to work with professional grade fireworks. Wolf has been one for over a decade. It is not a full-time job. It is a fun side gig! Over the years, I tried to go to shows and was not able to. (The reasons are beyond the scopeContinue reading “My Pyrotechnician Internship”

December 20, 2020

It is interesting to me how homelessness is similar to death. For those who are actively experiencing it, it is the core of their being while around them, the world goes on. Many years ago, I took a college course about Death, Dying and Grief from a multicultural perspective. United States culture minimizes death asContinue reading “December 20, 2020”

December 16, 2020

I am IRATE!! Yes, that angry! Systems. A disconnected, antiquated and privileged inequality with absolutely no equitably to be found. Anywhere!!! I feel so frustrated. I need my own money, yet cannot get to it! This has to be called Fraudulent when any person considers what people who ACTUALLY need help and assistance need toContinue reading “December 16, 2020”

December 19, 2020

Dear Diary: You are finally able to admit to yourself, nights are the hardest parts. Specifically about 5:00 pm to 9:00 pm when we lay down and snuggle under our covers for bed. Bed doesn’t even mean sleep. First, by that time, it is cold. Of course, this winter has been rougher than last year.Continue reading “December 19, 2020”

December 6, 2020

Note: This post is out of order. I had hand written it originally. Dear Me, Recently, I have questioned how come I do not go to a shelter. Really questioned it. Any doubt I had was removed when two days ago my therapist noted, the past 3 to 4 sessions, I mentioned my decision notContinue reading “December 6, 2020”

December 12, 2020

Simply checking in with myself. Randomly, of course! 🤗😳😁 Wolf and I were just talking about this year versus last year. The differences. For good and bad. This seems worthy of recall, so here it is. Dear Diary, Last year, Wolf was busier at this time. He had different focus. Still messing around with matters.Continue reading “December 12, 2020”